LoVe,PeAcE & MuS!c

Finally...i managed to get d tickets for 2012.
headed for Midvalley after class today.
God damn hell, waited for the KTM for almost an hour??
I just don understand why do the Malaysian government make the KTM faster?
or else maybe have more trains??
always when i wait for KTM i'm always pissed off....aiks
Well, back to the movie. It was quite a long movie which takes almost more than two and a half hour. Kinda sit till butt also pain. >.<
However, it was a very nice movie. Lots of touching scene which i also dropped my tears.
Was having a very hard time controlling my tears when seeing those touching scenes T.T
Hmm...so overall, it's a very 'worth-watching' movie. I guess everyone should head to the cinemas to watch this movie. It's worth queuing up for such a long time just to get the tickets.
After the movie we headed straight home.
Felt very uneasy when i reached home. perhaps i was too hungry.
Felt sort of like dizzy and vomity @.@ Till now it's still the same.

As for myself, things has not been going on well these days.
Seems like it's getting more and more complicated.
Sometimes i hide myself under my blanket and cry silently during the night.
No one else know why. Me myself also don't know why i cry. Perhaps only God knows....

Nvr in my life a guy scoldin me shut up....n yes, u r d 1st person.
how it feels? hv convulsion for sometime?? heartache..controllin my tears...
so feel like cryin, bt i keep tellin myself it's nt worth to cry for a person like u.
in d 1st place, y am i stuck v u i oso duno...sigh...i'm really stupid.
duno y, ppl can treat their love 1 like gold. but me? juz a flower by d road side...
seein ppl so loving n romantic, my heart aches...
i nvr blame tat u r nt lovin n romantic bt can u pls don make me feel so worthless all d time?
y cnt u say nicer words which don hurt my heart tat much?
i owez ans u bek v a smile on d face doesnt mean i don feel d pain in d heart.
aih, i duno, emotion has been drivin me up n down these days....
like for now, tears has been flowing down none stop, tissue everywhere beside my lappie...
however, i'm stil glad tat i hv my own small space here to release my stress.

Here i am again, sittin here bloggin after a very long time.
when i blog means tat's nt a good news.
u said u din treat me bad.
so? din treat me bad means treating me very gd??
i duno, perhaps v hv different opinion on things.
duno how 2 describe, juz sittin here feelin disappointed in u.
maybe is nt ur fault, it's mine.
yea, i oso duno y i to choose u.
there are guys who can acc me whenever i'm feelin lonely, even late at nite..
there are guys who can love me n buy me anythin i wan..
there are guys who wil pamper me like a princess..
there are guys who wil reply my msg fast coz they noe i'll wry..
there are guys who can gv in to me when v quarrel..
there are guys who even say sry to me even is my fault..
there are guys who can comfort me when i'm in a very bad situation..
there are guys who can tolerate v my hot temper attitude n stil treating me nice..
there are guys who can help me anytime whenever i call for their help........
of all so many nice n gd guys out there...why?? why u??
i'm juz gettin more n more confuse in myself.
ppl owez say do nt compare, bt how can u don compare?
if anybody who really doesnt compare things, tat's bcoz they r afraid to face reality!
so, how can i don compare? y i choose u?
y other can b much better thn u n i choose u?
b4 if u ask me i would ans bcoz of love
for now?? i duno...i seriously duno...
gettin more n more confuse these days...juz wana let things b as it is...
perhaps things should go bek to where all it starts?
where v were stil normal fren,
where i don hv 2 care n wry so much bout u....
where i don hv to get hurt so much too....
u noe, smts things should juz stay as it is
if it's over d limit, where u love a person too much,
care for them too much, n wry bout them too much,
d only thing u'll get is hurtin urself too much...
used to hv a fren to share my prob, bt now..aih...4get it
ntg else to say, n duno wat to do nxt...
d only thing i noe is tat......i'm stupid........